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piecesofalice ([personal profile] piecesofalice) wrote2009-04-09 02:11 am
Entry tags:

Fic: "Skeletons", iCarly (future!Sam/Spencer), PG

Only I would manage to write wanky prose about iCarly. Oh, Pieces.

TITLE: Skeletons
FANDOM: iCarly, futureriffic Sam/Spencer
RATING: PG
DISCLAIMER: Not mine, natch. Dan Schneider's the man, yo.



Skeletons
iCarly-verse, 9th April 2009

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NOTES: Written in a fit of sleeplessness thanks to having two teeth removed today. :| I have had this niggling need to write some angsty Spam fic - I know, right - so here it is, prose-y and angsty and regrettable in the morning. Kudos to the Yeah Yeah Yeahs for the title - blame them and my dentist. And all the gang at [livejournal.com profile] groovysmoothie for putting the Spam love into top gear for yours truly.


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And nothing's for sure
And nothing's maintained
And nothing's gonna grow to replace

- "Prettier Face", Hawksley Workman

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The thing about art is that it's completely subjective. Just because one guy likes it, doesn't mean some other dude will; you might like Monet but your mom loves Andy Warhol. It can be subjective in it's directive, separating in the way it brings people together, and beautiful and ugly all in one step.


Six years, four months, twenty-one days, four hours and seven minutes.


It had been a long time since Spencer Shay had liked art, let alone his own.


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Seattle hadn't changed, and she supposed she hadn't either. The college thing behind her, a track from Washington to New York suggesting that she must have had some sort of goal along the way - still, with a degree under one arm and a pork leg under the other, she knew she couldn't really ever go home.


But here she was, standing in the shadow of a building that held everything she remembered best from her childhood, the only real place she would want to call home, and all she wanted to do was run.


You've been texting Spencer? read the email, and she wrote back without thinking, yeah its for ur birthday dorkface :).


It had been a long time since Sam Puckett had lied to Carly, but she supposed it was like riding a bike.


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Carly made jokes about "Sam in the City", about her managing to get through an arts degree in less than a decade. She joked, but Sam knew how proud she was, her face beaming from the crowd as Sam felt heavy under her graduation robes.


Later, they'd gone out for drinks and called Freddie in Australia, where he was single-handedly reorganising the AV structure of some TV station and making a million zillion bucks in the process. They both told him they missed him, and Sam threw in an insult because it seemed to be the right thing to do, before sticking their hands in the air and ordering another round of drinks.


It sucks he's missing Spencer's big show, Carly had sighed, pushing her hair back and letting an engagement ring speak for her lot in life. A man who loved her deeply sending text messages every couple of hours to say "hi" and "how's it going" and "I love you", a mayoral candidate in the making with polo shirts and a Beemer and Sam liked him okay because she saw how happy he made Carly and that was enough for her.


There had been guys in New York for Sam, sure. Freddie, for a while, but they'd both agreed after a fumbled night in her dorm room just before Spring Break that it was better to be each other's firsts than kill each other and be each other's lasts.


Some guy named Dave seemed like he'd be okay to have around, but when she received the invitation to Spencer's show in the mail, she broke it off by email and packed her bags for Seattle, leaving her roommate answering "where's Sam?" with little more than a shrug and a "I dunno".


Six Years/Four Months - A New Show by Spencer Shay. It wasn't just a title of a show, she though, it was like a revelation.


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The thing about art is, it's completely subjective. She remembers a time when she'd been posing for a sculpture and out came a tuna - or a trout - and her mouth curls up in a smile. She remembers a time, two days after graduation, where her best friend's brother had placed his hand on her face and kissed her like she was going away for six years.


Six years, four months, twenty-two days, sixteen hours and ten minutes, to be exact, and she there she was, looking up at herself hanging in a frame, surrounded by tunas or trouts and something that looked kind of like skeletons and she wondered if the art critic dude that was standing next to her got the same thing out of it as she did.


Like pulling teeth, the pressure was there - a bunch of zany mixed metaphors spun around her in brush strokes, the memory of a night and lips and hands and the idea that maybe she'd always just love her best friend's brother, of acceptance and revelation and a text message that had arrived a couple of months before the invitation that seemed like it started the whole ball rolling again.


More than anything, though, the idea that two completely opposite and similar human beings could end up in the same place almost a decade later like nothing was different, prevailed - and it was enough.


She'd continue lying to Carly, she knew, because it was the right thing to do and she always did the right thing by her best friend. Until it was time to stop lying, and show her this painting and how she interpreted it, and how it was always going to be a twelve-year age gap that would frame her life and love.


As a hand fell on her shoulder and that voice said her name, she smiled and thought about aquariums.


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Fin.


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Note the pulling teeth reference. It's on my mind, y'know?

*walks away, bleeding from the mouth*

[identity profile] initiatesix.livejournal.com 2009-04-08 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I really loved this, especially in how you aged Sam. Though you labeled this as angsty, that wasn't the feeling I got from it. There was regret, of a sort, but it seemed like Sam and Spencer both kind of accepted where life took them, regardless of where they were going to end up.

On another note, I feel for you with the whole pulled teeth thing. I've got a minor gum infection and I'll probably need upwards of four teeth pulled. :( So, comrades in arms, yeah? lol We can be the Percoset Parole or something equally silly.
ext_96077: (Grandpa)

[identity profile] thatjamiegirl.livejournal.com 2009-04-08 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
EEE! Where to start? Kudos on the Hawksley Workman song lyrics, because I love them dearly, firstly. Very nice story, and I like the way Spencer painted her with fish. :) And many other things, too. Great story overall!

(And I had to use this icon when I read about the cold and wolves.)

[identity profile] kismeteve.livejournal.com 2009-04-08 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
She'd continue lying to Carly, she knew, because it was the right thing to do and she always did the right thing by her best friend. Until it was time to stop lying, and show her this painting and how she interpreted it, and how it was always going to be a twelve-year age gap that would frame her life and love.

♥ ♥ ♥

[identity profile] caalan.livejournal.com 2009-04-08 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Beautiful. That line about kissing her like she was going away for six years. Just beautiful.

Now I will ramble a bit about something that should be simple but isn't. The flow is just gorgeous here. So many fics would have set something like this up as a series of vignettes, or mini-chapters, but I give you major props for using art, symmetry, and phrasing to bring this into a smooth, flowing and simply wonderful story.

Kudos!

[identity profile] squishycool.livejournal.com 2009-04-08 09:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww! This was GREAT! I loved it! =]
I love that Sam had her little night with Freddie, as was basically inevitable, but they decided not to go any farther. And I love all the descriptions and just how it was written and everything! Haha I also noticed the pulling teeth reference ;]

Awesome <3

[identity profile] lowriseflare.livejournal.com 2009-04-09 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I like this! I watch iCarly with the kid I babysit for (and, okay, sometimes by myself too) and it's weirdly smart and awesome, and this is weirdly smart and awesome, too, so thanks :)

[identity profile] theonlytwin.livejournal.com 2009-04-09 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
i kinda feel like i should squee, but in an intellectual manner.

so imagine me sqeeing while stroking my non-existant freud goatee.

[identity profile] author-abz.livejournal.com 2009-05-08 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I should have reviewed long, long ago. I didn't, because I'm lame like that. On occasion.

But the truth is, I just didn't know what to say. In a good way.

It's a new idea, yet an old one, and it goes straight to my core of Sam and Spencer love, but it's an entirely new element, and I'm not even entirely sure I know how I feel about this fic. Except that I love it. It's awesome. It's good to re-read. Like, really good to re-read. And that's the sign of a good fic. That I want to read it again. And I do.

It's the feeling it expresses, I think. I like it. It touches my heart.

[identity profile] firthgal.livejournal.com 2009-06-05 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey dude! I actually read this a few days ago, but I didn't want to comment until I had seen a few more episodes because I figured the fish had significance, and oooooooooh man did I love this. The flow, the subtle references to actual happenings in the show, the way they both tried to live a life without each other and floundered and didn't feel right until they were back in each other's presence because they just feel like home to each other, THE NAME OF SPENCER'S ART SHOW. Ooooh, it was all so lovely. And, I love that this entire thing is completely in character. I've been trying to read some of the Spam fic on the iCarly comm and so much of it is out of character that I just can't appreciate it. But this? This was beautiful.